Land Mine

Lately I've been circling a land mine. It explodes wherever I step. Sometimes I'm lucky it doesnt hurt me so bad. Other times I wish it would blow me up dead. I try to figure but I don't see a pattern. I can't get out of the land mine, I don't see beyond it. It scares me not because it might kill me, but it leaves me in a torturous state unpredicatable fear.

In this land mine, I'm alone, I bleed and I cry alone. I hold your hand thinking you are there. Only for a moment, then it explodes again.